Prices to pay for the cost of wanting to be a Demi-God

Well,looks like I'm actually posting something on my own free will >.> .As you all know blogs are for people who probably bitch and nag bout shit in their lives or to show off shit in forms of pictures and what not,well that's exactly right but now don't get me wrong some of you might not be into that? I'm sure,I really am.You guessed right,I'm here to bitch about my life fo sho ! Recently throughout this year there have been many ups and downs,I met a slut that I almost got laid with but you know it ain't worth it,killed most of my friendships and I'm pretty glad I did as everyone is a two-faced backstabbing piece of horse shit anyway not saying you the reader are,but we all have to face the facts that we are two-faced and there will never or put the R into RARELY be a time in our life we won't lie and go two-face about shit,hypocrites but not everyone in the world is this way.Maybe.Now the main highly of the year is for definite is my PS3 which I was surprised and by dad agreed to get it,thanks a lot dad really made me feel better about life but even with it the games don't come cheap and I have to wait at least a month or so to get a game or two(prices are RM130-185) and Borderlands,Modern Warfare 2 Prestige Edition is coming out that's roughly RM800 seeing as how Malaysia sells the Prestige Edition for RM610 and Borderlands perhaps maybe RM185 so remember the times I said it's okay if you never bought me a present or when I rejected? Now's a bloody good time to help me you don't have to play the full RM610 just donate me some money for the cause ;) how bout that babe?

Now your probably asking how my life has been and just maybe you haven't payed any attention to my first paragraph.ITS.BEEN.THE.SAME.AS.EVER.That's the best way I can put it and Ha Ha I ain't shitting you,nothing in my forsaken life ever happens and when it does it's very rare.But just to give you some short info of some shit that happened lately throughout the year(no I'm not giving dates as I cant remember shit)been to Brunei,molesting and molested,hating and sulking about life,judging and looking down on humanity,trying to comprehend why some girls can be such bitches and some being sluts.I mean seriously,GAFL.GET A FUCKING LIFE.Do you not have anything else better to do but try to fuck shit loads of random boys?Your probably 16 and your trying to fuck boys either your age or older,for fucks sake go study or some shit.I know it might seem weird for you that I'm writing about this applying I actually care and I mean I do especially when the slut is your friend,like WHAT THE FUCK !

Skipping the 2nd paragraph entirely as I ran out of shit to type,seriously.Time to get more relevant with the topic title.Now us being humans,we tend to and always will sin no matter what and being humans we are weak and fragile,face it it's the truth and don't go denying it with all that shit like "but we have thumbs" or "we have guns" fuck all that shit we are still animals,we just think we're superior because we don't know what its like being something else.Most complex? In a way I guess.Now being as weak and fragile we are,our emotions,fear,pain,sadness and rage is all part of our weaknesses,the flaws make us perfect but yet perfect does not exist.So we are perfect defects,sounds pretty cool the way I just said the shit huh? Anyway to escape reality and all its monkey fling'd shit at us we tend to wonder off into the Cyberland,games and such and after awhile we tend to let our imaginations grow out of the box.Powers,Light-sabers,controlling the elements of life,morphing into some little cute shit but this is never possible as Life and Reality are a bitch bond married couple that will always come back and bitch-slap you back to the harsh cold yet gorgeous world,Mother Earth my favorite MILF.But what if someone offered you ultimate power,anything to your choosing but at the cost of giving up almost all your memories,selling your soul,trading your heart or killing friends and beloved families or maybe your girlfriend/boyfriend for ultimate power,now sit back,read and think hard for awhile and tell me or yourself what you would do.Sure at first you'll be "Nah I got everything,I love my family and friends,my hubby/wifey,my memories" well I'd say FUCK YOU,if you have everything then why break up with your pro-claimed hubby/wifey,why piss off your family,why the fuck still buy shit and why regret memories? No answer? Exactly.Now seriously think hard,at first I was thinking losing my memories is alright then i re-thought hard,no it's not but I could make new ones with the powers.Yes,new memories,a NEW LIFE with decisions of your OWN but the cost may be to great,forgetting friends that some I come to love and be attached with then again comes back the ULTIMATE POWER offer,I wouldn't mind getting all that power I'm not a power whore but seriously ULTIMATE POWER.Decisions and mistakes which we have to learn from,this is what makes us human so ultimately it's your/our decision if we chose to take the offer if it EVER came,but then again this was just from my imagination and your probably think about it for awhile or instantly judge it stupid but bah whatever like it ever matters,words cannot hurt me unless it was the fatal three.I.Love.You.An abused sentences used by gold diggers and boys who think their playboys by using I Love You just trying to Fuck You,all in all I Like You is the best to say at moment cause the word Love is just to overrated and overused.

Anyway again I ran out of shit to type so I'll leave you here,ciao. - Tony

Wtf a new blog account?

Well I'm writing this cause Franchess hint'd me to.Well apparently being away so long alot of things have changed,like having to register under a google account and redo all my shit? Jee nice going there,really I mean really I do love to type shit load of things sarcasm and seriousness there.Well I ain't got much to say on this post just putting this one up to make the Franchess happy,hope you get this so at else I'll know I didn't waste time and or my life on typing this for nothing as no one else will ever find out about my blog xD,anyway yeah.I'll try and keep this blog updated and shit,whatever.